Been friends for years when my friend was diagnosed with lung cancer, she became very ill very quickly and I cared for her until she passed.
I lost her after the diagnosis as we were together every day then suddenly she wasn’t able to go out and do our usual things, now she’s passed and I feel iv lost her all over again, I feel so empty although I’m relieved she’s not suffering any more.
Just so lost and feeling alone even though I have family and also blessed to have had her in my world 
Hello @Kittaan,
I’m Seaneen and I can see you’re new to the community. I’m so sorry for the loss of your friend. It sounds like you had a very special friendship and it’s completely normal and understandable that you’re feeling so lost without her.
Hopefully someone will be along to offer their support. In the meantime, you might want to look at some of our resources which can help you to cope with your loss.
I really hope you find the community to be a support to you too - you are not alone 