Hi all. So i lost my mom on 12th Jan 2003 and recently im struggling to cope even more than usual. Im having vivid dreams of everything that happened the day she passed. She was only 40, she was diagnosed with cancer in October 2002 and then she was gone in the january. I was only 15 at the time, i feel like ive forgotten everything about her, her voice, her smell, her looks. I just cant seem to keep going right now
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Hello SpinonItaliano,
I’m part of the Online Community team and I can see that you are new to the community - I’d like to thank you for bravely starting this thread and sharing how you are feeling. I’m so sorry to hear about your mom. Most community members have sadly experienced the death of a loved one and so will understand some of what you are going through.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support. In the meantime, you may wish to look at these Sue Ryder resources which might be helpful.
- Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
- Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
- Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
- Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
I really hope you find the community helpful and a good source of support and I also hope you feel you can access more support should you need it.
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.
Take care, Rhi