I am new to this and feel very alone. I lost my partner of 13 years very suddenly on the 28th December. Due to circumstances we only had the funeral on Wednesday. Now that has happened I feel more lost and alone, than I did the day he passed I don’t know how to do life without him, he was the love of my life and we had a future planned out. He was only 37 the pain is unreal and I wish I could go back in time everyday just to share those precious moments as a family again, my children are so young and I look at them and wish I could give them their dad back but I can’t. Will this ever start to get easier part of me has died too.
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So sorry,he was so young and it must be so hard for you with children.I lost my partner of 38 years last May and the shock still hasn’t left me,before the funeral I was just completely numb and it really hit me a few weeks later you have all my sympathy it’s a rollercoaster of emotions we have to deal with.
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Thank you. What I would give to have even a second with him again. If not for me for his children x
Hello Rara2414 I am so very sorry for your loss and so young I really feel for you you take care of yourself and your children
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Lost my wife 6 weeks ago cry all day just lost feel empy
Mine died 5 weeks ago was ill but never thouggt this is unbearable
It be hard for us we wil have our ups and downs we will allways miss them
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I truly am so sorry for your loss I understand where you’re coming from I cry during the night and don’t sleep so my children don’t have to see. I don’t want to upset them more. I don’t even sleep in my bed since, I just can’t. I sleep on the sofa. X
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Annabel247 I to found my partner on our bed. I forever keep blaming myself, I was out at the time and I keep thinking if I had came home sooner things might have been different. I constantly live in guilt. x
Yes he was ill had chesty cough and said rest in other room