Hello, I’m not even sure if I’m in the right place and I’m sorry if I’m not. My sister killed herself on the 1st Dec and I’m
Just like a zombie. I’m so angry with her for leaving me, we were so close. I’m also so angry that everyone else is going on with their lives. The funeral is next week . I’ve only done Christmas as I have a 10 year old. I just feel like my insides have been ripped out 
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Hello Jannine,
I’m part of the Online Community team and I can see that you are new to the community - I’d like to thank you for bravely starting this thread and sharing how you are feeling. I’m so sorry to hear about your sister. It’s normal that you didn’t want to celebrate Christmas, things sound very raw right now.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I wanted to share a few Sue Ryder resources with you that might be helpful.
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Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
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Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
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Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
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Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through .
You might also want to look at Survivors of Bereavement by Suicide - http://uk-sobs.org.uk/ 0300 111 5065 and Support After Suicide Partnership http://supportaftersuicide.org.uk/ who can help.
I really hope you find the community helpful and a good source of support and I also hope you feel you can access more support should you need it.
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.
Take care,
Rhi