I don’t know what I am doing from one moment to the next I lost my beautiful wife Lorraine 46 years old 4 weeks ago tomorrow I’ve never felt so alone so empty and broken i miss her so much 
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Hi Darrin,
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful wife at such a young age. I understand your loneliness and emptiness. I am just like you.
My husband left me a year and three months ago. In the first year, I cried every day, sometimes the whole weekend. Now I still cry very often. I miss him, talk to him, and even argue with him every day. Some people say, “You’ll be fine over time.” Unfortunately, I don’t think so.
We used to look after a Cavapoo named Alfie together four days a week. Before he passed away, he asked the owner, “Please never stop taking Alfie to Sam.” The lady kindly gave Alfie to me at the funeral. Sometimes, when I look at Alfie, I just cannot stop crying because this is what my husband wanted. I feel he is watching us.
Grief is such a difficult thing. It consumes us. I feel it is so hard to find that life still has any purpose. I have not played the piano, baked, cooked, or sewn — all the things I used to love doing with my husband cheering me on.
When I feel unbearable, I come here to talk. I visit this site very often. People understand each other. I hope it will help you just as it has helped me. Take care!
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I don’t know what I am doing i just woke up crying, I miss her so much we only been married for 2half years I love her and .miss her so much
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