my husband died in September of this year. he was dying for a long time but nothing prepares you for it. i feel like he has just vanished from my life. all his things are here but he is not. i was weeks having to wake up and then remrmber he was gone. now my dad has just died frim cancer as well. its like someone just made them dissspear!
i go through days if being ok to realise i am not! i get stressed when i look at stuff then angry ag me,
i know things will get better but i spend days wasting time!
i dither between getting rid of things snd lettingbthem hang around as if i expect him back.