I lost my partner to cancer it will be two years next week. Dose this ever end being lost in a word you feel you don’t no anymore, I have no family cousins that I never see I spend my days trying to get to the next one. Some are better than others don’t get me wrong. Trying to sort thing out me self not always getting it right. I still work but I don’t fit in thay have families if only and no idea knocking there other half. My mother is still alive at 90 and needing constant attention she’s been ill for year wanting everything her way I sometimes resent the fact that she is still her I don’t mean it but my Alan is not and that Herts my rock my strength my love I don’t no where I belong any more. Two years on I will get over this. Its the two year marker keep safe all keep putting one foot in front of the other xx

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@Cj13 hi I am so very sorry for your loss I lost my soulnate pauline 3months ago we were together for almost 21 years its so hard without them I feel like I’m just existing now and I know how it feels to be alone as I am now alone apart from our pets I’m often around if you ever want to chat take care stay safe sending hugs

Hello to you both, you are right CJ put one foot in front of the other and keep Smiling. Life is not easy and I know how you feel regarding your mother, it’s good we don’t get to choose who or when people have to leave us, we haven’t that choose. When people say they are feed up with what their other half is doing or saying I always want to say try living without them but instead I hold my tongue and smile. I always say to out sons tell your wife how much you love her every single day because one day you may not be able to and then I want to cry. Little steps into this new world on our own. Sending big hugs and blessings. S xxx