Missing you Penny so much life is empty without you my darling you was my life my world. Never see anybody Family or Friends it’s like I am not here anymore. They say there is help out there with Grief I have have yet to see my. Just want to be with you. GP has been the same as normal useless even give me medication that I not even on.
Freddie, it is such hard going, isn’t it?
I have had to start building my life up again slowly, its sink or swim isn’t it? x
Life would have been easier if I haven’t had prostate cancer both myself and my wife Peñny was told that there was nothing wrong with us I was told I had piles I had prostate cancer. Peñny was told she had Sciatica then diagnosed with Mets Breast Cancer and Passes away.
It’s awful…no one picked up on my Mum or Dads Health although they push their routine checks.
Not good all round just been told Penny’s Brother’s Son Barry has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer he is 50 that’s 4 of us now got cancer besides Penny passing away on 06 November 2019. And the passing away of my Neighbor LES and my cousin Carol in the last 7 months all to Cancer will ever stop
Multiple bereavementa are unbearable as I know only too well. In 2 years I’ve lost mother, partner and 3 friends and about to lose another.
My whole life has been destroyed and my remaining family think I " should build a new life " I struggle through every day and sleepless night.
Wishing you well. Sadme
Agree I’ve lost my mum, dad and brother… some days the pain and effects of it are simply too much xx