Danny ,my son died suddenly in June this year.He is buried next to his father who also died suddenly two years ago.
I have been existing these past months.Everyone says how strong I am.
I’m not.It isn’t living.It’s basic survival and today I reached my lowest ebb.My anxiety is profound.I miss Danny so so much that the pain is intense emotionally.
How am I supposed to carry on.
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Talk please. Express yourself and it really needs to be done. Anger and all the other emotions…I’ve.no idea what your personal grief is but there are people here for you.
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Danny died during the night whilst his carer slept in the next room.There are no answers yet as to why.
All I see is his dead body,it clouds my every memory.I can’t bear to think of him under the ground and that I couldn’t save him.
All his life I tried to protect him.He died alone.I cannot process his death.It’s too much.
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I know how you feel my son with special needs,died age 47 of secondary bone cancer.I had him cremated ,and have his ashes here at home.I could not bear him to be alone under the ground too. Would it be nice if there is a after life and they have found each other.
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