I miss my nam so much. I miss everything about him. Good and bad habits. Im missing him more and more each day and ive started feeling very lonely. My partner was with me 24 hours aday we did everythig together. My belly and chest feels empty. The feeling are getting more intense I thought it couldnt get any worse when he died at my feet but it is. I lay at night thinking of him i wake up in the morning thinking off him. Im finding it so difficult. He died 2 months ago. When will i start feeling abit better or will it just get worse. Life is so evil. My fella was a good man he was the best partner and a brilliant dad. He was funny, kind and charming. He wouldnt hirt anyone and he just got took away from me. Whats driving me insane is that we went to the doctors and the doctors reasured him that there wasnt anything to be concerned about and then 3 days later hes gone. Just like that.
Yes that is hard as I also got told mixed messages about my husband. You asked when it will begin to get better. It is hard to be specific really. In my case better days used go be when i got distracted by my grandchildren. It is over two years now and still miss him but worse now cat died also 6 weeks ago. Now am alone completely.
I wish you comfort in this hard time. Message me if it helps.
I feel the same, but I talk to Luie everyday. I have photos everywhere and am so lucky to have so many videos and voice messages with him telling me he loves me.
I play them all the time.
I’m not sure if that’s healthy but I find it comforting.
Im so sorry for your loss. Its heart breaking when you lose someone you love so much.
I have two children my boys 11 tomorrow and my daughters 18 in the 17th jan. I try and do more things with them to take my mind of there dad but it doesnt always work. I look at them and my hearts breaks for them. Specially my boy cause he was his world its so hard trying ti be a mum and dad at the same time. I also have 2 dogs and love them, but they seem to drive me crazy. Thank you for commenting.
Yes I have similar when love them but drives me crazy.