It’s been 6 years ago this month since I lost my dad, he died on the 14 Oct 2017, his birthday was on the 18 Oct and his wedding Anniversary on the 30 Oct. He was my world, my rock and inspiration. There was no subject that we couldn’t talk about, and somehow he always took my fears away and made my world a better place. There is no one that I can talk to the way I did my with my dad.
It’s been a really difficult journey and I thought I had got to a better place, then I got to October and just feel like I am in a strange bubble again, just going through the motions. I just feel like I am smiling on the outside and broken on the inside, again. October is not my favourite month.
Sending love and hugs out to all those that need it x