I lost my husband 7 weeks ago i still feel so numb i feel so lost, i am currently living with his parents, waiting on the council to see if i can still live in the flat which we shared together for over 7 years.
I get up go to work because i have to, but as soon as i am alone it hits me, just feel like people dont understand the emptiness i am feeling inside.
We had been together for 13 years and had only been married for nearly 1 month before he passed away. 
I miss him so much
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You joined a club nobody wants to be a member of. There are no words that can make it go away. My husband died a few days ago and it’s horrid how awful we have to feel after our life partners leave us. The price we have to pay for loving them so dearly. Hope your accommodation gets sorted, that’s another stress you don’t need. All the best.
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Same here ive had to move back in with my brother
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I’m so sorry to hear this. It is so hard. I am the same the tears come when I’m alone and it floods over me like a tidal wave. Best to let it all out and hope each month is the tiniest bit easier. I lost my partner of 21 years beginning of July and know exactly how you feel when you say empty. It’s like trying to carry on as normal when something unthinkable has happened. I’m due to go back to work next week. Not sure how I’ll cope but hope it’s a good distraction from motoring all day. Sending you love
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So if they wont let you live in the flat then you will go on the list and they will eventually give you a flat…ridiculous, there should be some law that lets spouses carry on the tenancy. !