Hi everyone my baby neice who I was like a mother to passed way over 1 and a half yrs ago now and I felt like it got better for a brief amount of time I was at the gym eating clean revising working and then suddenly it all came crashing down I struggle to get out of bed when I force myself to go gym I end up either blowing up on someone having a panic attack or as strange as it sounds crying on the stair master I dunno why her death just changed me I can’t even look at a baby now and it seems like everyone else in my family including the real parents have moved on yet I can’t I visit her grave 4 days a week and just sit for hours I go in my pjs as nothing else seems important I dunno how I’m going to get back to the way I was it’s infuriating
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Hello @A.Gittens,
I’m so sorry for the loss of your neice. Thank you for sharing this with us. I’m just giving your thread a gentle, “bump” for you - hopefully someone will have some thoughts to share.
Take good care,
Alex
Hi, I also lost my niece recently, again more than just a niece.
We have a saying “we will get through this and never get over it”.
It sounds like some support would be very beneficial to you to help you through this horrid time.
Sending love and hugs.