It’s been 18 almost 19 months since he passed - it is getting easier… but then I have a melt down like tonight … probably once every 3 - 4 weeks… I’ve been sobbing my heart out… I miss him so much and wish I could have done
More and been with him … instead of finding him 
…
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Hi @Jewell_12,
Thank you so much for sharing this with the community 
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I just wanted to let you know that you have been heard and you are not alone.
Take good care,
Alex
Hi I’m 16 weeks in and I feel like a wear a mask to work and when I take it off the pain is unbearable. I cried every single day for 15 weeks and it drained me. I had to have a word with myself as if it was Steve talking to me because I will make myself ill. I’m literally just going to take a day at a time now as I don’t know what to do without him.
It’s been almost 18 months since he passed … i still have bad days … but it will become not everyday… it will get better… you’ll still have days that aren’t so good- after 18 months but it’ll get easier…x
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I found my partner dead on the floor (sorry if too graphic) nearly 18 months ago…
. I was too late to save him… he was alcohol dependent and I wish I could have done more for him 