I am leaving this forum…i feel i the last 4 months it has been a lifeline for me but now i feel i need to move on and try to deal with the loss of the lovebof my life. I cannot dwell on the past whatvwould have beenvwhat would have been if he hadnt died…nothing will change what happened. I will miss him forever but i owe it to my family to try and move on i wish everyone in here the peace abd strenth and faith to cope each day God bless xx