Hello people, so it’s been 10 weeks sine my mother passed away at just 66. It was sudden. A matter of 12 hours and no longterm illness. Bronchial pneumonia.
I know I couldn’t get to her in time as live several hours away, and I couldn’t of git there any quicker.
Since her passing I’ve had several low days and I was so close to my mum, who was quite simply my best freind.
I can’t work out why I’m not crying or feeling so sad thes last few weeks. I know I’m at work and we’re extremely busy during the holidays, and I’m a duty manager in a hotel, I just feel so guilty that I’m not showing my grievence. Is it coz work keeping me occupied, am i not taking this in, as it doesn’t feel like 10 weeks, more like a week ago! I just don’t know, and I feel so guilty I’m not crying etc, maybe I haven’t processed it and can’t accept it? Any advise would be great. I do miss her and more days go by I just want to hear her voice. I don’t want her to think I don’t care by not showing my emotions. Please help! - Adam