Hi My name is Bryan I am 57 and live with my parents, Today on the 18/10/24. I lost my amazing Dad, who was 82 years old.
I still live with my Mum, and I have two sisters.
I have lived with my parents all of my life.
I am heartbroken, and completely numb.
Me my mum and sisters, and other family members have no problem talking about my precious amazing dad.
But I just feel like no words can ever express my love for my amazing Dad, he died today so I know I have to give it some time to process.
But wow my sense of loss for my amazing Dad is immense, I do not have the vocabulary to fully express my loss, all I know is the pain I am feeling is all consuming .
I just needed to to get that written down and maybe get some understanding for myself.
Signing off now take care. Bryan.
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I’m sorry to hear this, Bryan. I know what you mean - my vocabulary has felt very restricted when it’s come to me trying to express both the pain of losing my dad, and the love and adoration I’ve always had for him. I found myself reusing the same words, and boring myself, to be honest. I suppose words just aren’t enough. Take rest and care, and come back to the forum when you’re ready. 