He was the one person who I could talk to about anything. Always has been. We are the family gays, could always confide in eachother and had a really deep connection because of that.
I ache to speak to him. I feel every emotion there is. Im so crushingly lost and heartbroken. I really don’t know how to move through this. 26 years of him wasnt nearly enough.
I can see that you’re new to the community. I hope you find it to be a support to you, but I am so sorry for the loss of your cousin that brings you here.
You say you are feeling so lost and heartbroken. I wanted to share some sources of support that might help you right now.
You might also want to explore our Online Bereavement Support, where you find our Grief Guide self-help platform, and where to find our Grief Kind Spaces.
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.