My Best friend and more

10 months ago today I lost my bestest friend from school, we were friends when I started in year8- he was my first friend and we spent every minute of the school day together I watched him play football he watched me play netball and hockey then we’d go for lunch together with some other friends before going to form time and sitting next to each other whilst we talked about our future together and then he was taken away from me. My best friend gone just like that and by accident. It’s been 10months and yes I don’t feel as horrific as I once did but there’s still not a day I haven’t cried yet- I need help.