I lost my friend who was like a mum to me to cancer on the 11th October had her funeral Monday just gone I done a eulogy I feel so lost keep messaging her but I know she has gone I just can’t help it
She had a horse which her daughter now has she didn’t even have anything to do with her daughter for 30 years until 2 weeks before she died she had no will but that means her daughter took her horse as her next of kin she has now retired the horse I can’t cope he was a ex racehorse done shows etc my friend would have wanted him to carry on
Her daughter got his passport I want to get the horse but I don’t know how I need this I’m so lost I am broken my best friend has gone
Hello @Whitewolf12,
I’m part of the Online Community team and I can see that you are new to the community - I’d like to thank you for bravely starting this thread and sharing how you are feeling. I’m so sorry to hear about your friend. Most community members have sadly experienced the death of a loved one and so will understand some of what you are going through.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support. In the meantime, you may wish to look at these Sue Ryder resources which might be helpful.
- Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
- Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
- Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
- Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
I really hope you find the community helpful and a good source of support and I also hope you feel you can access more support should you need it.
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.
Take care,
Alex
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