My 12 yr old Son was pushed off the pavement by his Friend in 1993 and sadly died 12 days later.
We donated 6 organs as he requested and saved 6 people.
I am not over this.
On 29th October 2024 my only Daughter passed with Sepsis due to Autoimmune Disease aged 40.
I haven’t eaten for 6 weeks, feel really ill and know I’m not getting better, both my children gone, every day is worse, I don’t want to be here!
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Dearest Julie. My heart goes out to you. I think all of us on here are asking why why why. I lost my beautiful daughter in October also. Feels like my heart has been ripped out. I know what the pain is like, how deep it goes, and I know you do too. Please please hold on in there, I know you don’t want to be here, because the pain is so hard to bear (same here at times) but there is someone who loves you, who cares for you, and as rough as it is, your life is precious and worth much. Please reach out on here, as if we were all holding hands, propping one another up x
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Thankyou Lydia for your words of encouragement.
I’m so sorry about your Daughter and yes my heart feels ripped out too not once but now twice it’s a very cruel world.
I was diagnosed with Parkinson’s two years ago and obviously thought it would be me and not my Daughter and honestly, if I had the choice I would have surely traded places.
I try to think she is with her Brother Richard and keep getting strong flowery smells all around me that only I can smell, and hoping it’s Cathryn or Richard trying to get me through this pain, but then I think I won’t get through the pain cause I’m still grieving my boy after nearly 32 years and now Cathryn aswell.
They do say only people who have lost a child know the true pain and I fully feel yours too x
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I’m sending you so much love. Losing our children is the worse pain ever, my heart breaks for all of us parents living through this unbearable loss x
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