My dad died 60 days ago

I had to hold him when he died

Hi. Emma7773. Welcome. I assume that someone very close to you has passed and I am so sorry for your loss. I think your one sentence says a lot. The pain of watching someone pass away is heartbreaking. Can you tell us a little more about yourself? Everyone here knows and understands so you can speak freely. It’s so good you have found somewhere where people know how you feel. I found this site a Godsend and still do. If you want to talk more please come back. It may be difficult for you to put into words how you feel, but unloading can be helpful. Take care and Blessings. John.