My dad died

Hey

My dad died of colon cancer. On September 11th.

But I feel I haven’t grieved

I’m gonna sound nuts now, but I committed suicide. Few years ago. So I know for sure heaven exists etc.

Hiya

Sorry to hear about the loss of your Dad. It’s all weird. And how amazingly different we all respond. My Dad died 17 years ago and my Sister who was very close to him hasn’t shed a tear. When you say you committed suicide and you know Heaven exists do you mean you attempted suicide and they brought you back? Hope you don’t mind me asking but that sentence intrigued me.
Luv and hugs to you xx
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Yeah I committed suicide and was brought back. Unfortunately lol. Cheers for the reply . night :zzz: