I lost my beautiful leila in July 2018. Its coming up 2 years and the second year is so much harder and I don’t know why. I thought it got easier. Is the 3rd year easier?
I was tidying up earlier and decided stupidly to open the big box with her toys in to see if there were any my 19 week old daughter would benefit from (Leila had disabilities so loved baby sensory toys) anyway it set me back and I couldn’t stop crying. I feel so empty all over again. I’d buried it all and now it’s hit me smack bang on the head again.
I hate this
I want her back…
I don’t know how to carry on