I’m so sorry for the loss of your daughter Lauren, @Denkev - it sounds like it has been such a shock to you. Not having any answers can make it all the harder.
You are not alone. Sadly, many of our members have experienced the death of their child and will understand some of what you’re going through. There’s a really supportive thread here for people whom have lost an adult child which you may find comforting to read:
You might also want to reach out to the The Compassionate Friends support families who have lost a child of any age. They have a grief companion scheme where you can get 1-1 support from another bereaved parent. You can call them on 0345 123 2304.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I just wanted to share those links with you and let you know that you are not alone.
Seaneen