My friend has just lost her son to cancer and I feel it is very triggering for me because I worr about my own son who is younger than her son and find it hard. I can still remember how raw it was when I lost my husband nearly 2 years ago and she lost hers a long time ago but she has forgotten what she felt like then but this seems even worse because losing your son is the worst. I lost my baby 40 Years ago and it seems a lifetime ago. You think nothing worse can happen then it does.
You have to carry on. So just try to do what you have to do until you can’t.
Hi @Enorac ,
Thank you so much for sharing this with the community 
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I just wanted to let you know that you have been heard and you are not alone.
Take good care,
Alex