I lost my mum suddenly & unexpectedly almsot 2 weeks ago, im lost, numb, i dont who i am anymore and i dont think i will ever be the same person anymore.
I have a boyfriend who is trying his hardest to be there for me, been so supportive but also not, but thats jsut me pushing him away, being sensitve to everything he says sometimes.
I dont know what the wrong or right thing to do is, as he has said he feels like im pushing him away even when he’s just trying to have a simple conversation with me. He’s been saying all the things hes doing for our future like getting a new job in the city with all our friends nd getting us a nice place to live, so i can join him but i just cried and pushed him away, i cant think that far ahead i cant even think of tomorrow.
I dont know if i should end things so he can carry on as i just cant give him what he wants and i cant be the person who he onces known.
I love him so much but in reality i just want my mum back and nothing else in life.