It’s 30 weeks this afternoon that I lost the love of my life.
I have only just lost you, the pain is hard to bear.
Do I have to go through life knowing you’re not there?
Please, someone explain to me why he had to go.
Are there any reasons, I really need to know?
I sit here and remember all the lovely times we shared,
The talks, the laughter, of everyone you cared.
I am told the pain will ease in time
And I will think of him without a tear,
But that will be impossible as I need to have him here.
He was my very world, my ever guiding star.
Just kiss me softly on the cheek and tell me where you are.
@sad2 hi sad I am so sorry I can feel your pain in every word and it breaks my heart that so many of us are going through this horrendous journey of grief and I so wish I could give you some words of comfort but sadly I don’t have any all I can say is I understand your pain and loss and I’m often around if you ever want to chat stay safe and please take care thinking of you today sending love and hugs x
Thank you Casey.
Your words are so comforting and caring. I read your posts and they are always so tender and heart wrenching, I can only imagine the pain and heartache you are going through with the loss of your beloved Pauline.
I know it’s 30 weeks since I lost Alan, but not a day goes by that I don’t cry. He’s on my min day and night. I wonder when the pain will ease, or if it ever will. Is this normal to still be feeling like this?
Thank you for your support. Sending you a big hug too x
@sad2 i don’t know if it will ever ease i think the pain will always be there because we loved them so deeply as they did us from what i read on here the pain is always there but we learn to live with it and live around it i think you and me and many others on here are a very long way of from that like you and others on here i miss pauline so much i don’t see a future without her but i have to keep going for her and our pets alan would want you to carry on i know it hurts like hell and everyday its so painful you are a strong woman and nothing can ever take away the beautiful love you and alan shared im sure he is still there watching over you and i do hope you get some momments of peace x
Approaching the 12 month mark very soon. I do not say the date and can never write it. It was the day that my world was torn apart and life turned to an existence. I cry every day from the moment I get up. Even when with family if they leave the room I find myself silently crying because I just so need my husband by my side. The heartache will always be there. My husband was the essential part of me and without him is just unbearable.