My lovely, kind man had gone

I too lost my partner so suddenly, he was only 69 and we were looking forward to our first year together with no work or family problems to deal with. As you say just getting up and dressed is an achievement. I feel the same as you do every part of my life has disappeared for ever and there is nothing but a bleak empty future ahead. Please keep going , I will try my best to do the same, lots of love X