Hello Lonely
You were so lucky to have spent 47 years with the love of your life, and I do feel for you and for your great loss. You are going through much more heartache and pain than I could imagine.
I was only with Alan 10 years and that was nowhere long enough, I miss him more everyday, it’s only getting worse and just can’t stop crying. He is in my every thought day and night.
At night, I cuddle up to a little bear I bought for Alan, I talk to him and stroke his head as though I am really stroking Alan’s head. I feel daft to admit that, but it does give me some comfort inbetween the tears. I have his photos either side of the bed so I can see him as I try to sleep.
Life is so unfair.
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