I have been faced with the death of my step father, the cause was suicide. This was a year ago soon. I am unsure how to feel as the inquiry came back showing that he didn’t use his brakes and his seat belt was undone. I am in my final year of college and it’s stressful enough. I get really low once I’m home from college but my grades are really well. You get really low at times but what hurts the most in the knowledge that it was suicide. After this you grow as a person and I would never ever judge someone (not that I would before). It shows we are all going through our own things. So if you have ever lost a parent or someone to suicide my heart goes out to you. I am not going to say I know how you feel but I understand how I feel and how much it does hurt. Stay safe, and please reach out for help.