Since i lost my then 20 year old son james to a neurological condition (dystonia). I feel its becoming more difficult for me. Ive also twin sons aged 31 who have autism high functioning who still live at home. My passed away with a brain haemorrhage 14 months ago. Ive had private counselling my counsellor said i have complex trauma. I have a couple of friends to call on i have a brother and sister but there too busy with there own things. And because its been nearly 3 years this march (on my birthday) they probably think it should be easy for me but its not . I nursed my son 3 years he were palliative care and i cant get my head around most of it how he suffered.
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Typo. "My mum " passed away nov 23 also.
Goodness, it sounds like you have so much to deal with there. Don’t be afraid to ask for more help from your brother and sister, and from friends too. They probably don’t realise how you are feeling. Are you still having counselling? Sending hugs. x