Hey all,
its going to be 9 months on the 12th that my beautiful nan passed im struggling so much im still on anti sickness tablets and keep crying all the time so bad the dr has put me on anti anxiety tablets. I try so hard everyday to think of positive memories but its uncontrollably painful will this ever get easier? i would also like to say im having councilling and attend a bereavement cafe once a month. last week was my 47th birthday and i had a lovely time i was even laughing but then felt so guilty and then cried that night once i was alone. some days i dont wanna be here but my 2 beautiful daughters keep me going and my 2 cats. i write a journal to my nan everyday telling her what ive been doing as i write it im balling my eyes out. Im starting voluntary work soon as i want to keep busy as possible.
sending hugs to everyone
chelle x