My first time here, hello.
I suffered very few losses until recent years, I lost my cat who was older than me just 4 years ago and I’m just starting to understand that means I will never pet her again.
Just 3 months ago my grandmother passed away and I am filled with numbness and anger. She lived with me for most of my life. She was rude and sour and generous and kind and difficult to get on with and I cared for her alone often times.
Another of my pets passed just yesterday and I have a terminally ill pet rabbit.
I am in a whirlwind of anger and frustration and I don’t know where to put it. So here it is, just a little bit.
Any advice for coping, for expressing or understanding death would be appreciated. I hope you are all doing well. I hope you have a manageable new year.