…really difficult weekend …I know that’s true for many on here…feeling like this tonight…love to all 
My horror story comes to life
I can’t believe I’ve lost my wife
How precious can one person be
You’re gone forever, gone from me
A nightmare dream, that’s how I feel
But this is worse, as this is real
One moment happy and content
The next our lives are torn and bent
The things we did, the things we do
The things we planned, just me and you
All ended now, we can’t go on
The plans we made will stay undone
My heart is broke, I can’t deny
I wish to sleep, I wish to die
I’ve lost my love, too much to bear
Don’t want to live if you’re not there
But I know I must endure
The die is cast, of that I’m sure
I know I won’t see you again
I said goodbye, I called you’re name
Maybe there’s another realm
Where we will go and meet again
But that is in another place
And will I really see your face?
And so I must accept this fate
No other choice to contemplate
But the road ahead looks long
I wonder, can I be that strong?
…apparently time is a healer…apparently…
