I am today sitting in the garden hoping that this is just a nightmare and my Brian will call out kettles on
I just think I am having a good day then something triggers my tears
Yesterday was a bad day having problems with his fish pond, just sat crying asking why he is not here with me.
I am so bitter as he died of an asbestos related cancer, which if the government had told people as soon as they knew the dangers, he would not have been working with it.
As I am sure many others have watched a loved one go from a big strong healthy man to a very sick person who you knew would never get better
I am going to try and do a bit in the garden today but just so lonely with no one to chatter with
His words to me Life goes On
But to be honest I wish mine didn’t