I had a bad one last night and I’ve got music and lights going.
I hope we don’t have them forever
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When my husband was taken I was as well. To a psychiatric hospital involuntarily. And I don’t know if it was better for me or not but I fought them like a cunning wild animal. I have nightmares not so much of the death but of being taken. The same people who robbed my house could not name a body stole 3 million from the tax base and cannot find my neighbor.
Also after the incident people kept calling wellness checks on me when militia would pound on my windows. It was terrifying. They did it because they are in a lawsuit with me and they want to rout me out of my home.
I had to lawyer my way out of that hospital and they wanted to steal my house I was in accelerated foreclosure because they put me away and missed payments. I saw this before my family tried to do it to my grand aunt back in the day. She won and I won.
It must have been a flashback and not real. However I got my security kit stronger last hour. I am absolutely terrified of these people. I was black and blue when I arrived at the hospital in a nightgown without my glasses even. It was criminal and they know it.
What motivates them I don’t understand but I do know how to thwart them.
That was a dream I hope
They come with full tactical gear dripping with weapons if your cat got missing.
I was handcuffed and carried to a paddy wagon because my husband hurt me
And I paid for it
He was right to be so insured he understood what would happen to me
I try not to think about this too much right now for my well being
I bought my house outright immediately so they can go talk to the sun about their claims and rights and other ways to rob
I am playing my white privilege card like crazy These People Do Not represent me. I pay them and I voted against them. And I have made a battalion of registered complaints. And I also have a sweet portfolio of contacts worldwide from when I was ensuring diplomats got the best at my pet shop
The nurses and care team were horrified they had the security footage I released of All of it. Never ending persons hurting me even when I tried to cooperate. I thought they would put me prison. They did but not the kind they could enforce for long and I got a really good lawyer. Me. And I made sure I got out. I was very very badly hurt by my husband and the handlers and had a medic team from the first few days.
What I grieve so much is the loss of ? that makes these situations possible. The loss of other choices.
Nobody is born a monster in my knowledge of life.
A prisoner on a medical hold burst into tears when he saw me being carried in by the guards. I said thank you my husband just died.
Hi @CCAZ Wow that sounds like a really scary nightmare!. I am sorry to hear about the loss of your husband. Hospitals can be strange and confusing places. I hope there is at least one person there you feel comfortable with and can trust. I’m glad that you are now feeling safe and doing some deep breaths. I know things seem difficult and worrying now but please believe me, you will get through this. I am sending you good thoughts and prayers for better dreams.