No better

Not posted for a while.8 months tomorrow and feeling no better.
Still cry alot and feel so alone
No friends or extended family to share this loss with.
He would hate im in this horrible place but I just still cant believe that he has gone.All our plans of the little things to do together and now im left with nothing Whats the point


Hi @Tracey57
So sorry to here how you are feeling
I know 8 months on for me too
Some days are worse than others
Thought i was doing ok then last week abd this week the wave of grief returned
Could be 3 years ago whenbibhad a cancer scare he was here to help me get through now 3 years on i have to face the 3 minthly check ups alone. Only another 7 years of monitoring all on my own makes me sad.
I have no family nearby and friends live over 2hrs away so only have phone calls but now these seem to be getting less. I understand everyone have busy lives soni just need to learn to get used to my own company.
I miss him all the time his sense of humour his blue eyes his being here and all the plans we had for retirement gone.
Life is too short now :broken_heart:
Lynne x