Just floating …existing but feeling invisible. Don’t know what my purpose is anymore. Feeling somewhat indifferent/numb. No direction.
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Think I know exactly how you feel. Lost my mum in May this year. Been struggling day by day, getting a little better. Today feeling a little down again. Went to the cemetery today and sat there thinking “I’m talking to myself again”, she’s there in the ground, but not there, and it just breaks my heart again. The silence. The nothingness. Take care. You just feel broken inside. It was so easy to go through everyday motions when they were around, and just not realizing the impact it has when they are gone. Hurts so much. Just think of today only. Looking ahead and realizing what you will never have again is just too hard. I can’t believe the feeling that grief has. You think you are getting somewhere (a little better) and then boom, it hits you out of nowhere again at any unexpected time. xx
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Thanks for your post it was very comforting Things will slowly change but there is lots of pain ahead blessings