When my dad passed away nearly 5 years ago, it shifted my mindset for a while and made me want to live my life to the fullest. 5 years on I haven’t done anything I’ve set out to do and feel like time is slipping away and now I don’t see the point in anything in day to day life. My dad died too young and it has given me a warped sense of time and I feel like I am running out of time always. Can someone let me know if they have experienced this too? I see people grabbing life with both hands when something like this happens which makes me just feel riddled with guilt that I am wasting this one life I have. I don’t feel motivated to do anything and seem to be sabotaging myself. Is this a normal part of grief, it still feels like no time has passed at all despite it being 5 years, and I feel like I am making wrong decision after wrong decision.
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Hello @MDuck,
I’m so sorry that you feel like you are making wrong decisions and don’t feel motivated. Thank you for sharing this with us. I’m just giving your thread a gentle, “bump” for you - hopefully someone will have some thoughts to share.
Take good care,
Alex