No silver lining, no positive side, no upside to death. glad for this board.
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I’ll echo every word. Today I’m in a very dark place. Too many memories and too much grief. But the board is a lifebuoy.
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wish I could take all this pain away, it is overwhelming
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Been having mini episodes today myself. 8 months on my own now, I lived with mum 50 odd years. When I think triggers me, but it’s hard not too.
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8 months not long at all. wishing you some peace. 
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in that, in every bad time or situation there is something one can appreciate. some hope. but in death, there is nothing and it is really bad and doom and gloom. I have been on this board a lot in the last weeks. my mother´s birthday is tomorrow. I am not sure I am on here so much but oh well.
Sending hugs of support for tomorrow. 
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sending hugs for tomorrow
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I feel the same but trying hard to go on, wish you peace and offer of a big hug, the board is good because we know each other, sadly through this devastating experience.
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it is so very hard, it has been several weeks and it is so diffucult still, I feel like the pain will never go sway ever, we were so happy and in love. I pray for you all on here with my whole heart and love that something will make life better, I am still trying to find that somewhere but really just waiting to join him. sending you hugs and love x
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one day at a time, dear Ulma. 
one foot in front of the other. and no more.