not coping

I feel exhausted with this continuos heartache, is 7 months now. I haven’t talk to anyone since. Even I should be grateful to have a very patience, caring husband looking after me. I can’t stop thingking about death. Reading some of the experience people gone through. Is so sad. Why do we have to be borned and die. I don’t even have the mood to look forward for xmas.

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You do sound so exhausted, @cloudy. You are not alone. I’m giving your thread a gentle, “bump” - I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support.