Hi everyone,
Tomorrow will mark ‘1 year’ since I lost my loved one and I’m dreading it. I almost don’t know how to act? I’m going to be an emotional wreck - those who experienced their first year, what did you do? I know i need to keep myself busy otherwise I’ll just fall on the floor. I don’t know what to do 
Logical thinking @Sienna2 . The worst has already happened so how can a day be worse than any other. Everyday is a day without our loved ones. x
You never get over it you just try to live with it.The other day I found the bible my son was given when he was confirmed, there is always things that give back memories. He was only 47 but he died of cancer,and every time there is news of someone dying of cancer young .
I think this is one of the biggest fights we have. Love to you all:gift_heart:
sending lots of love 
xx