My world as I knew it was shattered into little pieces when my darling John died. After 44 years of marriage, two sons and four grandchildren my life changed forever. To die beside me in bed to try to resuscitate him without success will stay with me forever. But today instead of thinking about that one horrible night I have tried today to think of all the good times we had together, the wonderful things that came into our life, the numerous overseas places we visited and the times we have laughed till we cried. I miss him every second of every day and my broken heart will never mend, but as I enter the second year without him I intend to enjoy the life I have left, the best that I can.
I’ll never ever get over losing you darling but I know you’re beside me and guiding me through this tricky part of my life. Sleep tight