Our son had a rare form of cancer and lived for six years from diagnosis. He passed away at home in November. Part of me seems to have passed with him but I have another son and he is so lost without him. They had a unique bond and were so close.
I miss by boy so much, such a beautiful man, it doesn’t seem real that I will never see him again, cuddle him, hear him moan. What I wouldn’t give to here him complain! I know I will carry this pain for the rest of my life, just need to learn how to live with this suffering.