On the 10th Feb 2020 my darling husband died suddenly in his sleep. He was awake and well at 5:15 in the morning and by the time I went back upstairs to wake him up at 9;am he had gone. I don’t know what happened. No one can give me any answers. He had just started chemotherapy a week before and said he felt really well. We had been told just before Christmas that his cancer was terminal which was a shock as he had had so much previous treatment like surgery, Radiotherapy and Radioiodine. we were all very hopeful. A postmortem was done which was inconclusive so a 2nd one was done which was also inconclusive. No one would sign his death certificate as all the doctors he had seen recently said he was well. Finally I received the death certificate which said he died of cancer.
I have no closure. We all knew he had cancer but the last thing he said to be the night before he died was that he felt so well.
I miss him so much. He was my everything. I feel so sad all the time that he’s not with me. In all the time since his diagnosis 2 years ago I never once contemplated life without him and I can’t get over the shock.