Peanutbrain, so sad and I can feel your bewilderment and it’s that bewilderment that makes you angry. We can never understand why someone does what your beautiful daughter has done, they leave with so many unanswered questions.
I am pleased that you have reached out and written your post, sometimes just doing what you have achieved helps. There are three sites that offer support for people in your position, I don’t know if you have visited them I will list them just in case they are useful to you. There are many on here who have lost both sons and daughters.
Take care of yourself at present you are very vulnerable. S xx
Thanks for replying. Today was a bad day so l tried to turn it around and went yellow sicker food shopping.
I love to buy reduced food so it does not get thrown away. I give some of it to my neighbours who are struggling a bit.
I am volunteering for a spiritual healing group called the Seekers and am finding it helps a lot.
Tomorrow will be a better day. Thank you for giving me the information on the other groups.