Partner took his own life

My partner took his own life only 9 days ago and I’m just lost without him. My whole life stopped when I found him & I can’t begin to imagine my future. This 9 days already feels like a lifetime. I’m utterly lost.

I can’t even imagine what you are going through,am sending you hugs.

Oh darling I am so so sorry for your loss. Nothing I can say will ease your pain but please don’t hesitate to reach out if you would like to talk to me! I am dealing with similar but it was my ex who died not my actual current partner. However, the pain is still so bad… I am sending you every bit of love and strength please keep talking about it. If you feel you can, why don’t you tell us about them? What were they like, what good memories do you have of you both, tell us anything and everything you want to share (that’s it you even want to) no pressure! Sending you the biggest hug xxx