The pain searing through my whole body feels all consuming, suffocating me, my heart bleeding, it won’t stop. I know it never will. How can it, there is a gaping hole that will never heal.
Tears flow non stop stinging my cheeks, my eyes can’t see. I don’t want to see. I want to close my eyes and wish this nightmare away forever. But my reality tells me this is not going away.
Knowing I will never see you again fills me with a sadness I could never put into words, feels like I can’t breathe, a panic attack that’s never leaving me. Why did you go? I would have died to save you Chloe… until we meet again.
