5.am and I am out of bed, facing another empty and lonely day and the first thing I said was to pray to God or whoever is up there listening…" please see me through this, please let me come out the other side…" Like all our now grieving members, we are facing another lonely day that we have to get through…Yes some days for me turn out a day of progress ( my MS disability and help available ) and I know deep down this is progress and another step forwards but, all the same, another step forwards in us having to make a fresh life that we dont want to be making nor even thinking of making but a different life awaits us all the same, not one we want but, as the late American recording artist Sam Cooke recorded, and sung by the late Otis Reading, " A Change Is Gonna Come…" A change we wasn’t prepared for, and I am frightened of this future without my Richard in it…
Jackie…